4 months on and i find myself still in a lot of pain....
delving deep into myself would be swimmiing through an ocean of pain, misery, heartache, sorrow, sadness, anger, rage, guilt and most of all shame.....
What hurts the most? the sharp pain of a loss or the dull ache of an emptiness deep where your heart is? i know the answer...
Still i'm haunted each night by fever dreams, of what was. Haunted by dreams of the promises of a future now long past.
I close my eyes and all i see is still Ada....
I try to find peace within myself only to have it ripped apart.
Trapped in a maze of memories, caught by what could have been had i not been so foolish.
God i just want to rip my heart out.
Heartless and Souless.
I am no more....
I Am Dead.
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