Almost

Almost a month past, almost a month gone,
Almost a life made, But in the end, a life lost.
A wrong decision made,
A lifetime of regret laid.
Time heals no wounds, but opens them anew.

As tears flow freely,
A heart bleeds infinately.
blood and tears mingle and a cup of sorrow filled.
A wounded soul cries out,
And silence answers in its entirety.

Hopelessness and desperation unite.
Sadness and pain are one.
Regret and Sorrow are together.
A picture is painted, and music is written.
Black as night and loud as silence.

Faith is shattered,
A heart is bleeding,
A soul is shattered,
A mind is broken,
A voice is crying.

Will hearts harden and condemn me further?
Or will it soften and save this wretch?
Will a soul be mended?
Or will be cast down?

A cry for help is let loose,
Loud as it can be.
A cry for love is let out,
As far as it can reach.

Demons haunt my dreams.
And Devils my living days.
Joy has died, laughter perished.
Colours blur and sounds dim.

A decision i made, a damnation on myself
Cast out an angel, and paid the price.
Thrown out of heaven and fallen into hell.
There to lie, till forgivness is given.
there to burn, till love is found.